Friday, November 24, 2017

When Do the Good Things Start?

    I grew up with relatives who were just like Lucy in The Peanuts comic strip. They would insult people, shirk responsibility, chew people out, and in the end, they always found ways to justify their behavior. Eventually, I realized there was only way out, and that way was to avoid them. You can never win an argument with a narcissist, because they believe their own lies. In this book, Dr. Abraham Twersky uses Lucy, and other Peanuts characters, to illustrate the mentality of addiction.

Dr. Twersky (MD/PhD) is an interesting character; a Rabbi and Psychiatrist, specializing in addictions, he’s worked with every class of addiction you can think of, be it drugs, alcohol, sex, food, rage, or just plain procrastination. He mentioned in The Jews of America that he sees the traits of an addict in himself, describing it as “I’m a procrastinator, I crave instant relief.” One of the points of this book is that the need for relief is not a cause or symptom of addiction, but part of a spectrum of problems you see in addiction.

One of his examples is the dynamic between Lucy and Schroeder. We’ve all read the strips, where Lucy leans on the piano, crooning to the boy while he ignores her. Nothing he says or does, no matter how dismissive or just downright hostile, can make her go away. He looks right through her, and she can’t see that he’s ignoring her. Then there are Lucy’s victims, the people that good-naturedly listen to her while she raves, rants, vents, and lies. She’ll miss a fly ball because she’s drawing in the dirt, and when Charlie Brown gets mad, she’ll say, calmly, “A good coach doesn’t yell at the players.” She goads people into getting angry so she can criticize them, and it’s a way for her to feel superior. We wonder when Charlie Brown will get it into his head that Lucy can never be trusted, wishing he’d give Lucy her comeuppance.

The book begins with the mantras for Alcoholics Anonymous and 12-Step, and one of the most well-known is that you have to admit you’ve lost control. You have to come out and say “I’m an alcoholic, and I have no control over myself anymore.” From there, you build back up, and you look into how your addiction started and how it altered your life. In the Peanuts comic, Charlie lets people drive him crazy, but won’t face the fact that he needs to avoid them.

On the subject of addiction, I recall the movie The Lost Weekend, where the alcoholic writer drags everyone down with him. I asked an addiction counselor how much of it was realistic, and he said “everything,” and how he could relate to the guy being desperate for another drink, waiting desperately for the pawn shops to open, lying constantly to his loved ones. But there was one highly unrealistic part, and that was the end. There are no epiphanies in addiction; the only way an addict gets clean is when he hits rock bottom, and rock bottom is when your friends and family cut you off.

Unlike another Rabbi/therapist name Shmuley Boteach, Dr. Twersky doesn’t get as much attention. He’s not a media hound, but he is well-known to people who really want to recover. If you watch him on youtube, you’ll see that he doesn’t go for instant relief, and you’ll have to have patience to watch and listen to him. If you want instant relief (whether it works or not) then you can watch Dr. Phil. One of the aspects of the Peanuts comic that kind of mirrors Dr. Phil is the way Snoopy decides to eat to forget. Instead of facing his problem, he decides to eat until he no longer thinks about horrible things, and ends up obese. Saying “hooray, I’ve forgotten her,” does not mean anything. There’s no magic pill.

I recall a Mad Magazine parody of Peanuts, where Charlie Brown finally deals with his frustration. In that parody, Lucy says she’ll hold the football down, while Charlie runs up to kick it, and we all know how this always ends, right? Well in the next panel, Lucy is on the ground, nursing a big bruise, and says “I know I deserve something for always pulling the ball away, but why did you have to kick me in the head?” Charlie responds “because the way you were facing, I couldn’t reach your butt!” Though the reader wishes this would happen, it wouldn’t work. Lucy would never learn from something like this. She’d go around telling everyone that Charlie was the aggressor. Unless, that it, Charlie cut all ties with his social circle, because then it would make no difference what they thought of him.


Perhaps one of the first things about recovery is leaving the people with whom you are addicted.

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